I missed this, Opening a post and penning down everything that felt on this page. I still remember, how this blog had unedited mad moments of mine and how I vented out everything that I felt. Today, once again I seek back to my saviour when it comes to penning down my mad moments.

Too many things going on my mind,
Sunshine, how am I going to write it all down?
Is it okay, is it not?
Nothing matters now, because I want you to hear it all.

My heart is heavy,
mind full of thoughts,
maybe I am right
maybe I am not!

Let’s turn the tables, let’s begin the game again, These words kept echoing in my mind as I witnessed certain situations and all it came to my mind was, why should I give someone a similar experience, a pain that I experienced?

This thought kept lingering in my mind as I changed a situation for a person and Sunshine, that’s when I learned what true happiness is. Whom we love, we make sure they don’t go through the same situations, same feelings, or thoughts that we have been through, the sadness, that still comes back.

Always remember to create a happy memory for someone. Just because things did not work for you, doesn’t mean you follow the same drill, the next time, try to change the situation and don’t let the person witness the pain that you faced. Because the happiness when you see on another person’s face, that feeling of satisfaction is priceless and Sunshine, I want you to experience that. I want you to give the best, to yourself and to everyone around you. I want you to give happiness, joy and love.

I know, we deal with many issues each day, we face our fears in our own way, we deal with situations in the best way we can, sometimes we may not find clarity, and we may fuss around, trying to make things clear, but then, give it sometime sunshine. Wait till things become clear rather than rushing. Stay there, be still for a while, till each cloud of doubt is erased from your mind and you experience joy in your heart.

Sunshine, make this world a better place, if it takes lil more effort, do it, walk the extra mile if it brings happiness to someone. Sometimes, when things are uncertain, unclear that’s when you know what works and what doesn’t work. The experiences that you liked and disliked.

Sunshine, try a little bit more if you think things can be better, and leave if you feel it gets worst. It will hurt for a while but then, maybe that’s how things are supposed to be. Love without expectations.